So today sucks. I mean, today really sucks. It's wet and horrible and everything's messy and the whole world just sucks. Everything sucks. I hate everything. And I really didn't want to write a post today.
But just because everything sucks, because everyone's telling you what a failure you are or that you can't do anything right or you know, you get a large piece of metal through your body... that doesn't mean I can just skip out on my responsibilities or my duties or anything.
Everything sucks. Everything honestly sucks. But in spite of all that, I still have my duties and my responsibilities. And even as much as I don't want to do most of them, especially the little things like... this writing thing... I still should. Because honestly, it's one less thing to regret not doing later on. Because... you know, life sucks, but we can still fix some of what sucks about life. And we should.
And you know what? Some of my best writing comes from suffering. Some of my best writing is born in chaos, and pain. And it's not that I want to feel pain, but... maybe... maybe learning to write during the worst of times is part of what helps... make it stronger, better. Helps things get better. Builds that ability to write at all times, which is... pretty important if you want to be a writer.
Just because stuff sucks and you don't want to write and would prefer to stab yourself repeatedly, doesn't mean that you get to stab yourself repeatedly and you shouldn't write. Stabbing is bad. Writing is good. Focus through the pain and just... write. Believe me. You'll feel a lot better.
~Scrivener Blooms
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